For those of us who did grow up in that subculture, it was also craziness, but a craziness we recognized. This humorous 6 minute video describes what it is like to grow up in a religion built more on the fear that God will have to destroy the world in order to "save" it than on the faith that Christ is at work among us. I, too, was worried that Jesus would come before I got to get married and have sex (it was always in that order in the old days). On the other hand, when I was facing an exam that I hadn't studied for, having Jesus bring the world to an end didn't seem like such a bad thing.
It's easy to laugh or shake our heads in disgust at those who believe that being a Christian means you get beamed up just when the world needs you the most, rather than, like Jesus, entering into the world's pain to heal it, but I did learn some beliefs and values from growing up with that apocalyptic expectation that have been very useful to me in handling life:
- I have never bought into the idea that the current arrangement of power is permanent. Wall Street financiers, the NRA and the New York Yankees may appear invincible. But you never know, even the Cleveland Indians might emerge as the team to beat.
- I have never been completely surprised by apocalyptic events. On August 11, 2001, most of my extended family stayed at the Marriott at the World Trade Center in New York City - a Saturday night - to celebrate our son Jim's wedding the next day at Hebrew Union College Chapel. I remember standing at the foot of those tall buildings looking up until the tops of the towers were lost in the fog and wondering what could possibly take such buildings down? I knew that they would have to come down someday. So, a month later, I can honestly say that I was shocked - deeply shocked - but not entirely surprised.
- I don't believe in Messiahs who don't bring the World-as-We-Know-It to an end. Like everyone else, I weigh the claims of politicians who want to be my President, Senator, Governor, State Rep or Mayor and I admit that I tend to vote for those who say they value peace and human rights and caring for the weakest and most vulnerable members of our society. But if, after two and a half years, they haven't closed Guantanamo and the line at the Monday hot meals program at St. Andrews next door is longer than ever, I am disappointed, but not disillusioned. I don't have illusions about human leaders. The Messiah is the Messiah and politicians, good as they are - and I've had several as parishioners and consider them some of the best people I know - are just people working in the realm of the possible, not creating an ideal.
- Even the end of the world is not the end of the world. Jesus said that there would be wars and rumors of wars and earthquakes and famines in various places, but the end is not yet. I'm not sure what a nuclear holocaust would imply - or a direct hit from an asteroid. It would probably be the end of me - but not necessarily the end of everything. Humbling, but still hopeful.
- I may not use a pencil on my calendar, but I am aware that "tomorrow", 'next week", "next year" are myths. So is the strategic plan that I'm helping our church draw up for 2015. The future is fundamentally unpredictable and it can go either way. Yes, terrorists have blown up skyscrapers, but the Iron Curtain fell down, too. I've often been surprised that other people actually believe that a graph that has headed up or down for months or years can't possibly change direction.
- Doubt is not the opposite of faith, certainty is. Even most Evangelical and Fundamentalist Protestants were critical of Mr. Campbell's prediction. In their Bibles, like mine, Jesus says, "No one knows the day nor the hour, not even the Son, but only the Father."
- I may not equate Big Government or Big Business or Big Religion with the Antichrist, but I do have a healthy skepticism about the motives of institutions that have some kind of power over my life. I thought everyone did, but I've discovered through the years that there are people who really believe that their employer, their government, their local baseball team or Fox or MSNBC, really have their best interests at heart and they are ready to sacrifice their marriages, their children, their money or their reason to these entities and others who demand from us what only (you may enter the Deity of your choice, but I'll put "Christ" here) has a right to demand.